All i do is try to please everyone & make everyone happy but what about me? No matter what my decision is there is always something wrong or something eventually goes wrong. am i never right? is nothing ever right for me? All i would like is if for once i made a decision to benefit myself & for everyone not to judge or criticize but just be happy that i’m happy is all.
- *lying in bed*
- Me: Tomorrow I'm going to start exercising, yeah, and I'll get fit. I'm gonna cut all the chocolate and junk food out of my diet too, and just eat healthy. And I'm going to start going to bed earlier, and not waiting until the last minute to do assignments. Then I'll have less stress. And I'm going to start going over my schoolwork every night so studying isn't so hard when exams come. And I'll take care of my skin and hair, and be kinder to everyone. And I'll be more confident. I'll just be a better person, yeah.
- *in the morning*
- Me: ah fuck it.
